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I’m so tired that my eyes are burning. I’ve been awake since a little before 6:30 and I still haven’t “waken up”. That’s not cool since it’s almost 8 in the morning. I can tell this work day is going to drag. Whenever I’m tired it just feels like I’m going through the motions. Which I am. I can’t wait to be able to take a nap. That’s what I’m looking forward to. Hopefully I can do that early instead of late in the evening because that will throw my sleeping pattern off for another night.

That’s why I’m so tired now. For the past few days I haven’t even gotten two hours of sleep. Not sleeping is really starting to take a toll on me. I’m groggy, irritable, less productive at work, etc. I’m also getting bags under my eyes. That’s the worst part. I need to start sleeping properly. I’m going to regret not doing so when I’m in my thirties and I have to use wrinkle face cream. I have great skin and genes. I do not want to age early!

I was taking a nap a few hours ago and I had a dream that someone in my family had a little baby boy. It was such a sweet dream. The baby was so tiny and cute! I’m not sure if anyone in my family is actually pregnant, but it was a nice dream. I honestly hope no one in my family is pregnant. I don’t think any of them should have a baby right now. Hopefully I’ll be the next one to have a baby. I don’t think that will happen for a while though because I’m not even in a serious relationship right now.

I think I’m going to have a baby as soon as I do get married. I’ve wanted children for as long as I can remember and I can’t wait to start a family. I’m looking forward to morning sickness, weight gain, choosing a baby doctor, finding the best prenatal vitamins, etc. I look forward to every part of motherhood. Hopefully it will happen sooner rather than later!

I’m so glad that my house is pretty much back to normal after all of the repairs that had to be done. I’m kind of a clean freak and I hated the fact that my house was so messed up from all of the fixing stuff. There were tarps, paint, plaster, etc. So much junk. Now everything is back to normal for the most part. It felt so good the day that we were allowed to sweep and mop the kitchen floor. Now I can’t wait to get things together in my room. There is still so much that I have to do in here.

I would really love to just take everything out and start all over again. I want to clean all the dirt and dust that was left over from the repairs and from my bad housekeeping skills. I would also like to replace a few things if I can. I have to clean the dressers and stuff down with disinfectant to make everything smell fresh again. I definitely look forward to doing that in the coming days!!!

I need a new bedroom set. Actually, I need a new bedroom set, computer desk, bookshelves, and a few other things that I can’t remember right now. I’m starting to think that it might be easier to just move. I can’t imagine how I’m going to get rid of all of this stuff and get new stuff. There is so much that I have to clean up and move around. I want to just move and start over fresh. That’s probably the only way I would be able to get rid of all my stuff. It feels odd throwing things away that I may need, but I know for sure I would not want to pay extra to move all of this crap with me.

I might just buy a new bed, dresser and bookshelf for now if I can take advantage of some clearance savings. Those are the things that I really can’t live without. My desk is kind of small, but it’s in pretty good condition. I need to find ways to save space. My room is really small in comparison to my stuff. That’s another reason it may be easier to just move. I’m tired of not having enough of room for everything.