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I don’t know why I waited until the first day of spring to start planning a diet program. I should have started doing this months ago. Actually, I did start doing this months ago, but I had a hard time sticking with it because I got lazy. Plus my mom was cooking a lot of really tasty food at that time and I found it hard to not eat it. Talk about having no willpower at all. I really need to work on that! My plan is to start a new diet on Monday. I think that will give me enough time to get mentally prepared. I think I do better when I don’t plan a diet, but if I get focused I should be OK. I’m going to order some vitamins tonight. Hopefully they’ll help a little. I don’t know what kind of weight loss products I should buy though. I don’t think I want diet pills, but some kind of diet supplement would be cool. I need to look around for that tonight as well.

It’s only a little after 10:00 P.M. on Saturday night, but I’m seriously considering getting some sleep. I’m so exhausted. I’ve pretty much been sleeping less than 4 hours every night. I feel like I’m operating in auto pilot mode. Everything appears to be in this weird foggy state and I’m just existing. I don’t get much done because I’m too tired, but yet I can’t seem to fall asleep when I try. Insomnia maybe? Whatever it is, I hope I get over it soon. I look even worse than I feel. My eyes are saggy and have huge bags under them and I have a permanent migraine from lack of sleep. At the rate I’m going I see a jar of anti wrinkle face cream in my very near future. And just to think I figured I wouldn’t have to buy any of that until I was at least 30!