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I was a vegetarian for a good while, but I recently started eating meat again. I’m not even sure why. I guess it’s because I gave in to peer pressure. It all started with me having a piece of fish since “pescatarians eat fish and it wouldn’t be completely giving up on being a vegetarian.” Of course that’s just the reasoning I used to make myself feel better. I knew it was wrong and it would start a bad cycle. And it did.

Ever since I ate that fish that day I’ve continued to eat fish and other meats. I feel so bad. I want to stop eating meat again. Eating meat after being a vegetarian for so long not only makes me feel guilty, it also makes me feel sick. I need to use one of these cleanse your colon kits and start over again. I want these toxins out of my body.

It’s about 5:30 p.m. and that means it’s almost dinner time! I’m looking forward to dinner tonight because I haven’t had much to eat all day. All I’ve eaten today is a little bit of beans and rice. This is why I can’t lose weight. I starve myself all day (not intentionally, it just happens that way), then I eat like a pig all night. My body is probably so screwed up.

Doctors always say you have to eat food to lose weight. That’s why I’m not losing anything. Every time I do eat my body is probably so happy that it just holds the food since it’s not sure when I’ll eat again. That’s a horrible habit. I’m stuck in a weight loss rut right now. That’s why I’ve been thinking so much about weight loss pills that work. I don’t know what to do to lose weight and stay healthy. Weight loss is so complicated.

When mom first started our company, I used to think a lot about how it would be to expand. Now that I’m working side-by-side with her, I’m not so sure! I would still like to become larger and reach more people, but so many things have to change first. That’s because we’re a non-profit and we take care of everything out of pocket. So everything we do is a labor of love. If we need custom labels for product branding, we pay for them.

Sometimes I think it would be cool to have a huge office with lots of employees. We can buy a lot of equipment, then put custom labels on all the equipment to show the employees how we operate things. It would be fun to have increased productivity without being tired all the time.

If things do expand in the future, I look forward to coming up with marketing and branding ideas and purchasing custom label products. You can save a lot of money on those things from places that sell industrial and commercial labels.

I’ve been sitting here for about 15 minutes trying to gather my thoughts together so that I can type. I don’t know what’s wrong with me lately, but I’ve been having these moments where I drift off into space and have a hard tome finding my way back. LOL. I think it’s because I haven’t been getting much sleep lately. I’m lucky if I get about 5 hours straight per night. I know for a fact that lack of sleep can cause you to weird off during the day. I just have to figure out how to get more sleep at night so I can stop it.

Between my moments of drifting off, I was reading about phentermine. I’ve never heard of the pill before, but some of the claims got me excited because I could use a pill that promotes mental alertness and focus. Especially now that I’ve been drifting off a lot lately. Finding a way to enhance my mood and concentration would be cool too.