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For some reason my body decided to get sick once again. I go through this every few month or so. I think I got sick this time because of the weather. One day it was in the high 80s, cool and raining and the next day it was sunny, humid and in the high 90s. Weird summer weather! I hate summer colds because you can’t ever get comfortable. The things you usually do to get rid of colds in the winter are not really helpful in the summer. Who wants to drink hot tea and eat hot soup every day when it’s almost 100 degrees. Not me!

I really need to figure out hat’s wrong with my immune system. I hoped that by taking vitamins every day I could keep a lot of things at bay. I guess some things you just have to deal with. I’ll never stop taking vitamins though because they do help me a lot. I notice a difference when I don’t take them. They really are a necessity to me.

The other day my mother told me that she wants us to start looking into getting life insurance again. Every time she becomes sick she gets really worried about what I’ll do if she passes away. I really hate having that conversation. No one wants to think, let alone talk about losing the one person in the world that they care most about. It’s extremely sad and depressing. However, I do understand that it’s necessary since dying is a part of life. I’d just prefer it if I died before my mother.

I guess eventually we’re going to have to meet with the insurance agent and discuss policies. I know nothing about life insurance. I’ve read some things about the best term life insurance online, but I’m not even sure if that’s the type of insurance we’re supposed to get. Ugh, it’s all so stressful.

Things have not been going great with my job lately. I don’t know how something that started out so good can end up going so bad so fast. It’s really disheartening and frustrating, especially since I’m not quite sure how to fix things. The sad part is that I’m largely to blame. I feel like my back is against the wall! I really hope things will get better soon though, because this is not the time to be out of work. I have so many things to take care of and so many things that I’m financially responsible for in my household. I can’t imagine losing my income.

I guess I am lucky that I don’t drive. I don’t have to worry about car insurance and car repairs, so that’s one less thing that I have to be stressed about. I don’t know what I would do if I had more financial responsibilities right about now!

It’s Friday night and I’m up late by myself. I had a really long day, so I was actually looking forward to this time that I have by myself. If only I wasn’t so tired! I can’t believe I’m still exhausted even though I took a nap this afternoon. I think it has something to do with the heat. It’s been really hot lately and that makes it difficult to sleep as long as I want to. I’ve also been suffering from stomach pains which keep me up late. Hopefully I’ll get a good night’s rest tonight!

Before I go to sleep I have a few things that I want to do online. I’m working on a new WordPress theme and it’s actually coming out pretty good. I want to get it up soon before I start hating it. I’m fickle like that. I’m not sure what I’ll do after that. Unlike some lucky people, I don’t have a Wii and wii accessories to keep me entertained. I have to rely on the Internet for entertainment!