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Today is only Wednesday, but it’s been a rather rough week so far. By rough I mean exhausting, not difficult. I’ve been working during the third shift and my body hates that. I hate keeping a weird schedule. Since my body isn’t used to it I just feel tired all day. Even if I go to sleep at like 7 a.m. and sleep until 1 p.m. I still feel tired for the rest of the day. I hate it!

I just need to get away. Get away from the hecticness of my job and my family life. I need to go on an Outer Banks vacation for the whole month of April to rebound from what the month of March has done to me!

This year has been really crazy. It wasn’t exactly good, but it wasn’t really bad either. I guess I feel indifferent. I hope next year will be a lot better. There are so many things I’m hoping for next year. The most important things are a new home and a new job. I would take either of them, but if I can have both that would be awesome!

I don’t really mind having another year like this one because it wasn’t horrible. There were no great tragedies in my family and everyone was healthy and happy for the most part. I regret not being able to go on a vacation this year. That is one thing I did want to do. Hopefully next year I will get to go one of those bermuda cruises. That would be awesome. I have always wanted to go on a cruise. Maybe next year I’ll get my home, job and cruise!

I had a bad night last night and an even worse morning, but now I’m feeling a lot better. Thank goodness because I felt myself getting into a depression. I’m glad I fought my way through that. I refuse to accept negativity in my life anymore. I’m going to work hard to avoid negativity at all costs. So far that plan has been paying off. I even did some reading tonight which was great. I got a little annoyed towards the end because my neighbors were in front of their house speaking loudly and broke my concentration. But even they can’t destroy my peace right now!

I know it’s going to be hard to get through the summer with this positive attitude. My neighbors are a lot noisier in the summer. I’ll deal with it one day at a time though. I don’t have any Outer Banks vacation rentals to look forward to this summer, so I’m going to have to use my positive attitude to deal with the people in my neighborhood. Blah.

It’s only January 3 and I already need a break from the new year. I’m so tired and worn out. I’ve had a pretty rough weekend so far. I could really use a vacation. I hope the beginning of this year isn’t an indication of how the rest of this year will be. If so, I’m not going to be a very happy camper. Speaking of camping, I would totally love to go camping right about now. I can’t remember if I’ve ever been camping before in my life, but I would love to do that. Of course I can’t go camping where I live because it’s been snowing off and on here, but I would love to go on a road trip and camp out at one of the stops. Preferably some place where it’s warm at.

I don’t think it would be a smart idea to go on a road trip in January since the whether is really cold in a lot of places, but it would be nice to do that this spring. I don’t want to have to worry about motorhome towing if we break down because of the snow. It’s way too cold for that!